She thought that moving to the city. Would put enough distance between them. She was over him. No going back. Not this time. For real now. It's over... She started dating for the first time in her life. She had a boyfriend or two in high school. But... This was big girl dating. She started … Continue reading We Were On A Break
Stuck in time. I tried so hard to pull you out. You’re not interested. You don’t want to move on. With the rest of us. So. I have to leave you behind. Do you realize. I’m the only one in the family. Who still remotely tries. To have a relationship with you? Who actually cares … Continue reading Leftovers
I hate my body. I hate that I am not taking care of it. I'm too lazy. I hate that too. I hate that my mind is trapped. I hate the anxiety at just the mere thought of existing. I hate stupid shit just staring me in the face. I hate that it's easy as … Continue reading What It Takes For Me To Wash The Dishes.
Silver waters Smooth and glistening Lapping over my body Vast Floating Look to the sky It's not going to lend its hand to me I'm not reaching out with mine It's just beautiful to watch To admire the face that stares back at me With gradients of grey A Mona Lisa smile Land is but … Continue reading Limbo
Hey guys...so I've been going back and forth a lot about whether or not using a pseudonym has been right for me. On the one hand, it acts as a shield and allows for more creative freedom I feel, but, I decided to Google my pseudonym today out of curiosity and it gave me a … Continue reading Confession…
This fear makes me cry The fear you're going to die Every minute that you're late I think you've sealed your fate It doesn't make sense The panic gets real I love you so much To lose you Can't deal Call it the paranoia Call it anxiety A mental fucking shit show A lie only … Continue reading Fear Your Fate