I hate my body. I hate that I am not taking care of it. I'm too lazy. I hate that too. I hate that my mind is trapped. I hate the anxiety at just the mere thought of existing. I hate stupid shit just staring me in the face. I hate that it's easy as … Continue reading What It Takes For Me To Wash The Dishes.
...I promise I'll get to my point. No, really. I just need a few minutes to look at cute animal videos for a few hours first... Ugh. This is the bane of my existence. I procrastinate and I have always been this way. I was that kid in school who would wait right until the … Continue reading To All The Procrastinators
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This fear makes me cry The fear you're going to die Every minute that you're late I think you've sealed your fate It doesn't make sense The panic gets real I love you so much To lose you Can't deal Call it the paranoia Call it anxiety A mental fucking shit show A lie only … Continue reading Fear Your Fate
Soft rain falling I stand outside But it washes nothing Still dirty Disgusting Shameful Existing among beauty Able to admire it Never to become it The glares of self hate As I look into a mirror with no reflection I shouldn't be here Yet I am This shouldn't work But it does It has to … Continue reading Take A Shower