Thank You

There are times I almost touch you

Then the fear kicks in

It’s so automatic

Don’t know

How to begin

You think that I don’t love you

But that isn’t true

It’s just that I don’t love myself

So self sabotage

Is what I choose to do

Someday

I’ll figure this out

I worry if I wait too long

You won’t care at all

To know

What I’m about

And there’s no more time

For let’s just take it slow

It’s better if you leave now

All my will is gone

Just walk away

But please don’t let me go

And if you do

I’ll understand

Just need you to know

I love you

Despite all the messed up

Brokenhearted that I am

Maybe you will see me

Maybe stick around

I’m starting to finally get it

Finally making ground

You have to know I love you

I’ll give you all I have

As I start to love myself

I realize all my fears

Are really not that bad

So thank you

For loving me

We’ve both grown so much together

Healing each other

It’s so beautiful to see

Even though

We started broken

We’ve overcome it all

And that means the world to me

So thank you

For loving me

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