Intense rage reserved initially trying assertive behavior limiting eruptions
She thought that moving to the city. Would put enough distance between them. She was over him. No going back. Not this time. For real now. It's over... She started dating for the first time in her life. She had a boyfriend or two in high school. But... This was big girl dating. She started … Continue reading We Were On A Break
I remember the first time. I tried swimming in the deep end. I would hang on to the sides of the pool. For dear life. I didn't swim. I would just pull myself along. I remember that feeling I would get. As I walked from the shallow end. To that little hill. That gradual decline. … Continue reading Swimming Lessons
Constantly luring irreverence, causing harm everywhere.
Stuck in time. I tried so hard to pull you out. You’re not interested. You don’t want to move on. With the rest of us. So. I have to leave you behind. Do you realize. I’m the only one in the family. Who still remotely tries. To have a relationship with you? Who actually cares … Continue reading Leftovers
I'm a Capricorn sun. I'm a Scorpio moon. I'm a Virgo rising. I'm the earth that holds the water baby. But when the earth shakes. Tsunamis wake. Do you realize. How many people would be destroyed. If I flooded them. With everything I was thinking? I say a lot. In so many ways. Mostly fluff. … Continue reading Truth & Grace
You whine and complain. Because no one listens. Yet. You do not speak. You realize this. Right? Do you realize how ridiculous you sound? Child. Throwing a tantrum because people can't read your mind? Really? I roll my eyes at you. You stomp your feet because people walk on them. Overstep. Yet you create no … Continue reading People Don’t Quit Jobs
I hate my body. I hate that I am not taking care of it. I'm too lazy. I hate that too. I hate that my mind is trapped. I hate the anxiety at just the mere thought of existing. I hate stupid shit just staring me in the face. I hate that it's easy as … Continue reading What It Takes For Me To Wash The Dishes.
Bilateral beats Sippin on the sun Takin in that heat Bilateral beats Dancin in the rain If I didn't I'd cheat Cheat you Cheat me Lookin for it all In my mind's eye See Weighin it out Always gotta know What the green's about Feel good Feel pain Stuck in the middle Yeah I'm goin … Continue reading Bilateral Beats
Silver waters Smooth and glistening Lapping over my body Vast Floating Look to the sky It's not going to lend its hand to me I'm not reaching out with mine It's just beautiful to watch To admire the face that stares back at me With gradients of grey A Mona Lisa smile Land is but … Continue reading Limbo